today i went to town for a ‘business’ as usual, and discovered some places are closed. i was really surprised as there are no holidays till october here on Madeira. then i realised that it’s saturday today. messed up with too little sleep last few days. well, i went to another place, to eat and get a social food pack. i gave the entire pack away to friends, without opening it, the food which could be enough for the whole weekend, thinking that i have enough fresh food at home. i just realised that i don’t.. eaten it at night when no sleep. clearly i’m in love, subconsciously, even though my mind is still fighting it.. because of my older experience in life. well, as i’m still in town, i will look around how to make use of the day and to get really tired, so i can sleep well later. that’s the best i can do right now.
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