the entire last week, or perhaps longer — for some ten days, i’ve had almost a total slowdown with all my ongoing projects. some type of a lower back pain got me to stay in place, not moving much. it’s a new type of pain which i haven’t had before. for a few decades i have an upper back pain, and the reasons for it have been established in recent years, but now i’ve got a new health problem to take care of. also my old knee injury from a car accident where i barely survived, reminds me from time to time that it’s here to stay. on top of the health crisis, the place where i live right now, is most likely to be demolished soon, so i need to find another place to live. got to find where to store all my things temporarily, while looking for a new place. i’ve had serious problems before in my life several times, so i know how to cope with these situations, but still, i’m a human and the current situation made me to slow down and think again about the grand project of my life, about what should i dedicate my time on and what plans should i abandon. basically i already know my priorities, just need to rethink if i missed something i could do, counting with my natural abilities and experience, or i got everything right and i need to continue the chosen way. but as a human i also need a pause. the last few days been listening music, science podcasts, watching funny relaxing videos and cleaning my android devices from unnecessary large files and countless unused apps which have accumulated over the years of testing. clearly my devices run faster now. so now i’ve got to decide which direction to go with my life. as my body isn’t allowing long days of running around anymore, i must adjust to this new reality. i have already cancelled my free food ticket for a social restaurant, so that liberates a few hours a day — the time i usually spent to go there, wait for my turn, to eat, and to come back. but that decision created another expense and task — to buy enough food for reserve and carry it to the place i live, the place which may soon be no longer. anyway, got to think now once again properly which of my plans are worth pushing on with, and which would be a waste of time and energy, considering the rapidly changing reality i currently live in.
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